I might have been replaying A Love Like War from All Time Low ft. Vic Fuentes a bit too much. Ah well.
Anyway, I figured I might as well get back to bloggin while I felt like it, which is, honestly, not that much. Kinda busy lately. I'm in charge of two committees, working, dancing, studying (four heavy subjects, fml) and I have a personal life and a boyfriend I need to make time for, and seriously, I feel like I'm maturing so much more with so many responsibilities.
Isn't it scary, growing up? For me, it kinda started last year - I remarked, as a joke, to a couple of people how 'oh noes I was growing up' and the feeling kinda stuck. I'm a long way away from being actually mature and able to have others depend on me instead of the other way around (I was reading Cracked today, John Cheese mentioned this as a sign of adulthood in an article, I thought it was kinda true) but I'm getting there.
I'm starting to realize more and more what I'd like to do for a job, and I know I'm probably going to push and pull my way to the top. I have a hard time, lately, watching others go wrong when I think I know how to solve it easily and having people above me, in general. I tend to try and take the lead and I guess it's a good thing.
Soon, I will be out of university and into the actual real world, and after 16 years of education behind my belt already and another 2 to go, I'm kinda anxious for it to happen.
I'm not entirely sure if this makes much sense. I guess I feel like I'm maturing (different clothing style, more responsibility, more taking charge in my own life instead of letting it happen to me) and it's scary. I want to be an adult - just not yet. I'm not ready; although, is anyone really ready for this?
I just used a semi colon and I think I even used it correctly. It's time for me to sign off again and get some sleep.
And damn it if Somewhere in Neverland isn't playing in my head right now.
Say goodbye to the halls and the classes, say hello to a job and the taxes...
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